I Want, I Wish, I Need, But I Can't Have
I wish that I could tell you
All the things I want to say
I have so much on my mind
And simply think “Someday”
I distance myself from you
Though I know I shouldn’t
If I were to try or ask for a chance
I know what I’d want you to say, yet I also know you wouldn’t
You walk around not knowing
And I only blame myself
I should just tell you what I need to
Rather than think it through and through
I know exactly just how you will react
Exactly what you’ll say
It would end my life completely
All in one fateful day
I want to let you know
Show you how I feel
Yet I know it will mean nothing to you
Like that’s anything new
I admire you so much
For the person you are
But I find myself crying
To the thought of it never being
Just what I wish it was
And I know that we can’t be
Sucha simple thing as friends
I wish that I could fix it
And have this pain come to an end
I’m trying to forget
Put it all behind
But the thoughts of what we could be
Still stay on my mind
I’m stopping this right here
Wishing you would hear
Just what I’ve got to say
And make this dream I have
Come true for just one day